Then,I just think the most amazing thing in my life,my boyfriend.He listens,he cares,he's not the same as other boys I've met...And yes,he's older than me.He's 17 but he's not in the same school as me...Although we're neighbours but we still can't see each other everyday,even often...
My whole family thinks I'm dating a mixed blood person of an Indian and French is a No No...Why?Because he's black,what are they?Racist?Yup...Black people is not= to killing people and use violence against to other people.I don't know what the hell's wrong with them.I even not in a good relationship with my family.When we sat on the table after a meal,they just talked around and I just sat there and felt very lonely.
The one thing that they wanted me to do,is that graduate from my damn school and get that damn scholarship and get a good job...U know what I think?The world is not always enough for us,it develops even more better...silently...The world needs better people to guide them,so the big companies and big bosses always fire the least useful staffs...But even they fired them,even the huge companies can't find a perfect leader to lead them.But what they don't know is that if u guide them properly,with their own personality.Then maybe you can make a better one than u do,to change the company better and work faster.
Yes,I'm together with my boyfriend for 11 months alr.Almost a year...A 14 year old girl is dating a 17 year old teenage boy?They will break up with their asses in just a few days,I swear! This is what people think... Yes,age is not a problem,but u have to find the right person,or you will be in trouble...
One of my friends,never fell in love or like any boys...she's obsessed with Anime characters...She draws really well and dreamed that she'll become a artist for creating new Anime characters...maybe she didn't know what is 'like' or 'love'...Well,things will come to u when the least u expected...Hope she'll find a right one from time to time... :)
And I have problems with my whole family,that I don't follow their rules,and didn't be the person that they wanted me to be.And I'm not good in studying or reading books like the geniuses in my Form(Grade).But still,even they knock me down,but I'll still stand up...and be myself...even that's a lot of pain...
But even when they brought me down,even my classmates,but I still have one person that always will bring me up,and support me all the way...Is my boyfriend...It's sad thought he's going back to France and reunited with his dad and his sisters...Until next year's March... :( But I can't really contact him...My phone is stolen,my glasses are missing,and he's still busy with his huge HUGE exam...I felt very lonely...
Me,Taurus,Tauruses are talented,but they never show off their talents...even if we handled very well in relationships,but we still being hurt...Tauruses can be very cold when u saw them on the outside,but on the inside,we're very wild...And we're not easy to be in a bad temper...Unless u really drive us nuts and we'll go on an explotion...
I love Fashion,I love modeling,I drew and think designs everyday...But I hope that SOME agency will be interested to work with me...My dream agency?Storm Model Management...I love supermodel Sophie Sumner and Tyra Banks...I also like Kasia Pilewecz,a plus size model...Although I'm in Malaysia,but I still wanted to work with famous agencies overseas...Why?Cause there's no other agency here better than overseas' ones..Like The One Management,Ford Models,Next Model Management and more...
Hope that I will reach my aims very soon...I'll be happy to reach it in a young age...
Will come up more post soon...Bye~~ <(^_^)>
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